Yesterday I got to talk to two of my good friends yesterday on facebook. It made me realize that I miss my friends. I've been here in Alaska for almost 2 months and haven't seen my friends since before I came here to Alaska and some not since college. There are days here that I get really bored and some days I make myself busy that the day flies right on by. I can't just call up a friend and ask them to hang out. There are days I wish I could call up my friend and ask them to go with me to the mall, but I can't. I  can skype with them (if my sound decides to work on my computer.) I am glad I came with James to Alaska. I don't regret us coming at all. Some days I wish I could just go home because I miss everyone. I love my husband and I thank God for bringing him into my life. James became one of my best friends. There are very few people that I can talk to about anything. James is one of them. Yes I have a hard time every now and then telling him whats on my mind, but eventually he gets me to tell him. I miss him when he at work. He even comes home for lunch and I miss him again when he leaves. I can't picture my life without him. I need James in my life to help me make decisions that I don't really want to make. Since I met him I knew he was coming to Alaska. It was all on the table when James asked me out on our first date. I could have said no, but I didn't. I knew what his plans were and why he was coming to Alaska. A month before I met James, I told God that I would just wait for the special guy he had for me. Next thing you know James comes into my life. Now the rest is history because we are happily married. 

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  1. pawilson73August 18, 2011 at 5:00 PM

    Becky, my thoughts are with you! It is hard being away from friends a.d family- u need to go out and meet people. There is a reason u r in Alaska, embrace it and the beauty that surrounds you!

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